Valentine

Our Valentine's day was mostly uneventful, I wouldn't want much more than that. Chocolate's from the hubby, and an attempt at getting me an amazing piece of raspberry chocolate cake which really turned out to be terrible... it's the thought that counts and it made me feel special.

My sweet sunshine was cute as ever last night and every day I'm reminded in some way how fast she is growing before my eyes! She quickly crawls right up the stairs, runs down the hall and into our room so I can change after work. When I'm done she follows me back down the hall, lays down on her tummy at the top of the stairs and scoots down all on her own (with my supervision less than a foot behind her of course.) She babbles with so much character, it makes you question sometimes what she's attempting to say or question... and I love every single nonsensical word!!!

I don't have much info on the subject quite yet, but I'm attempting to go back to school. It's still in the very beginning process and it makes me really nervous, it's a big step and I want to take it very seriously... if I make this choice, there is no turning back, no giving up... I'm in it until I succeed! I'm sure I will have more to write once I actually decide... to give more detail right now would only get my hopes up and I need to stay focused and make the best decision for my current situation as well as everyone that it would effect... especially my amazing Audrey who I don't have enough time with as it is.

Another obstacle that I'm attempting to get through is losing about 50lbs of post baby weight... 15 months after giving birth, I should not look like I just gave birth. This would entail a complete life style change and I'm not sure my husband is going to be on board, but if he's not, I'm not sure how I will keep from falling off.

Where is that "easy button" when you need it. It could be useful for so much more than office supplies!
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